Life is what you make of it, it's not worth to wish for places, situations or out-of-reach wishes because you will never get anything. I only wish that the white fluff outside my window would turn into white sand or a relaxing tree branch a bit like our friend here! have a stupendous day everyone.
Do not feel ashamed of your state of mind, a sky, specially at night is the most fascinating view available to man kind, too bad that we do not know how to appreciate it or enjoy it. Once in a while you will see a silhouette in the far sky just walking and wandering what that person or human silhouette is thinking.... My love for water is great (even if it would be greater if I was breathing salty air), but what the hell better this than nothing.