What is new, I really don't know
my life is upside down and I truly
don't have any ideas on how to put
it back in order.
Why do I feel that I'm walking on
egg shells not feeling the pain
that I inflict myself. I can't stop
crying from looking at my poor
body that refuses to listen to me.
A travel through books, old letters
to no avail, no answers are there
that will calm me down. I'm
looking for peace that I don't grasp
music that sounds great to my
ears but my heart can't stand.
Am I true to my self, I really
don't know and at this point
in my life I can't really care anymore.
Please help me find a magic potion
before I give up on life.
Oh me, poor me, what have I done
to deserve this misery at this point
in my life...